The Unseen Architecture

There I am,

Feeling confident, 

Courageous as ever,

And ready to tackle the world. 

Within a blink of an eye,

My pupil is dilated,

Having tears stream down my cheek,

Leaving me as one under an attack,

Grasping for air to breathe,

I am somewhat losing self,

To an alienated self. 

My hope,

My grit,

Myself...

All but a mystery, 

Waiting to be rediscovered.

I lay down, 

In anticipation of finding answers,

Mid noon nap,

Expectant of sweet dreams,

[Yawn] Where's my pillow?

Zzz zzz zzz...